This has been a difficult year for me. I started fighting an infection on Father's Day which they treated with tons of antibiotics. The antibiotics caused a severe fungal infection but never cleared the bacterial infection. Six months later and I am still fighting these infections. How does one not lose joy in the midst of the suffering? Living in pain daily, losing independence, struggling with mobility? Where is there joy in that?
God's Word states, "Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance." James 1:2-3
Our circumstances do not control our joy. My joy is not found in my ability to walk or have a day without pain. Those are my circumstances. Joy is found in our firm belief and intimate relationship with God. When I am spending time with God, my heart knows true joy. Joy is not an emotion. Joy is a gift from God: a fruit of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22),
"…but I [Jesus] will see you [The Disciples] again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy." John 16:22 When I read this verse of scripture the lyrics to Old Church Choir by Zach Williams sweep through my heart. I have been saved by God's grace. Because God chose me, I will have joy indescribable. Though life circumstances and a persistent enemy will try to quelch my joy, they will not succeed.
Jesus humbled Himself and came to earth as a vulnerable baby. He was tempted by satan. He was betrayed. He faced an agonizing and painful death. He did all of this so that we might know joy everlasting that no words can do justice.
If you find yourself in a tough season, remember that you are not alone my friend. God is with you always and He won't allow anything to steal your joy. Please feel free to share your prayer requests and praises in the comments section.
Prayer:
Papa God, Thank You for Your never ending presence in our lives. Thank You for the gift of Your indescribable, indestructible joy. No matter what valley we are wandering through like a lost sheep nor what mountain we're struggling to climb, we trust that You are not only with us but will use it to grow our joy. Amen!